Twitter....

Right now I am having one of those moments when I am really missing Twitter.


I was reading through one of my twitter friends blogs on here (vinkunwildflowerqueen.blogspot.com.au) and she wrote a statement that summed up my life and made me think of twitter.


"And I found if you convince others that you're fine, sometimes you can convince yourself that you're fine too.
And then it became a habit I can't break."



That is what I have been doing for so many years.  I thought I would share my comment that I posted.




This is EXACTLY me! This is what I do everyday of my life, like now, without twitter and being able to talk to people who I can tell my troubles to with out being judged, I put on a smile and pretend everything is okay and then I think it is, but in truth and reality it isn't. It's something I have been doing since at least grade 6. Put on a smile, laugh at peoples jokes, act like everything is fine but then you go home and you just want to tell someone everything. And in twitter that is what I did. It would be my place where I could share my feelings freely. But that has been taken and now I can't. 




Having said that I thought I might explain why twitter is so important to me and the people on it even more. 


Twitter is where I go to let out my feelings to people who don't judge you, where I go to show off my creativity (not as much as other but still enough), where I go to spread news about things (winning dance competitions, publishing on fanfiction etc...), where I go to talk to people who understand what you are going through (because they have been through that before)




The people that reside on twitter are (mostly) genuine, amazing, beautiful people. I think I could, and will, say so many amazing things, and memories about these people.

Liana ( @lianaWICKED )

To start off with, my wifey (it's not as weird as it sounds) Liana.  Liana is one of the most beautiful, understanding, passionate people I have ever spoken to in my 15 years of life. Knowing her has really made me grow in so many ways, become more open to things and I have learnt so much from her. I think if I were to meet her in real life, I may hug her and never let go. She is my real inspiration to do well in school, to be myself no matter what anyone says and love the things I do. You could say she is my role model even, one that is a real life girl, going through (or have been through) the same things I have.  There are no words to describe her, she is truly one of the most amazing people I know.

Ummmm... a drawing Miccy did of herself? ( @IDontWalkIGlide )

My other wifey, Micheala, is one of the most creative people I know. The stuff this girl can come up with is like WOAH! But its not only her creativity that makes her so special, it's her kind heart. She is like never angry, upset, sad any negative emotion, she is just happy. Which I believe everyone should be.  We should all be happy, no matter what, always look on the positive side of life. She was really, up until a point, my only creative outlet. We used to role-play (mind you not one of those sexually explicit role plays like most weirdos do...). We used characters from Wicked the musical and made up a whole story for them including us and our other wifey, Vicki. There were tears, happiness, love, joy, anger, magic, kidnappings, deaths, births, pregnancies, flying carpets and cars, children and way more.  No matter what my mood that day, if I role played, or even talked to Miccy my day would brighten significantly.

Carlie, I may or may not have stolen this photo off your blog!:) ( @carlie_dawn )

Then we have my friends, Carlie, who is a smart, inspiring, beautiful person. Most recently living in the middle of know where, by herself, doing what she has strived for. She is (was) always one of the most sweet people to talk to. You could share anything with her and probably get the most honest, real, and helpful feedback.  We have had a really long discussion about Wicked the book. Because the ending is bad and its really gross (but a good read, so go and buy it!). She has actually given me some really helpful advice in the time that I have known her and she has helped me significantly when it comes to fanfiction.  I have learnt so much from her!

Kelly <3 (@kellyleddy1983 )

Kelly, the oldest of us all, but the most understanding. In real life, if I knew her, she would be the one I would go to for a shoulder to cry on, to let out my very deepest thoughts and feelings, always to get understanding and kindness back. She is one of the most understanding and sweet people (are you getting the feeling that I am saying that about everyone?) I know. I could (can) always turn to her for life changing decisions and ask for advice about nearly anything. She is a bloody amazing person.

HOLLIE!!! ( @minichenoweth )

Hollie, the only one on my beloved site that is my age exactly. Now Hollie and I haven't had as long as I have had with everyone else to get to know each other. But I feel that she is a beautiful person, inside and out, and if I still had twitter we would be able to get through the horrors of grade 11 together.

Jessie Jess McJessness ( @the3rdjellybean )

Jess, or known to me, Jessie Jess McJessness, my lovely twitter best friend.  One word... KIND! We have emotionally unstable ninjas whom I council on a weekly basis, we are(were) raising a baby unicorn together, its pretty amazing! We just have fun, its what we do, fun and be crazy! I love having conversations or pointless rambling with her!

Julia! ( @MissJuliaCaesar )

Julia, Queen Julia of the awesomenesses, because she is so awesome. Although I called her that when I was trying to suck up to her so she would like me (she seemed a bit picky). Then I found out she was younger then me and the teasing started, I started calling her 'young one', it was actually really funny.  She killed me a lot. But after watching (most, not all, *cough* Day 4 *cough*) she is most likely WAY more mature then me. Her video to Carlie about being beautiful (you are Carlie, just saying) was so amazing. It made me cry, which is becoming less and less more difficult. But anyway, her words, and the wisdom she conveyed when she was specking was so mature and humbling. Now she can be annoying, a lot, but its the kind of annoying that makes you laugh and keep talking. She is an amazing person with an absolutely adorable accent (cause she is American and I am Australian). 

Bianca ( @BiancaRose19 )

Oh wow, I almost forgot someone, anyone who knows me would be able to guess? BIANCA! My lovely Bianca. Seriously I thought that I would forget her yet again, which is usual for me.  Sorry Bianca!!  Now, Bianca... what the Shiz am I supposed to say about you?! Well other then the fact that you are awesome... okay, well I can talk to her about anything really, she is absolutely funny and smart. Whenever we talk (talked) if it was about something serious we would both be serious about it and if it was something funny we would have a lot of silly remarks about it. I could really class her as my twitter twin, because at heaps of points we think the EXACT same thing or do something similar. She is one of my closet friends/people I can talk to... and I have her mobile number *evil giggle*.


I think that is everyone of MAJOR importance, although everyone I talk to is amazing and beautiful and understanding. Lou, Sammy, Kesi, Sara or anyone else, this is a shout out to you all as well! Thank you Carlie as well for telling the girls about this blog, I had 2 profile views and about 10 minutes after I asked you to tell them it went up to 30 and most from your tweet (it says in the stats) so thank you so much!! Well that really sums up all I have to say, and why twitter is so amazing and AWESOME!  Everyone go follow me ( @JemmaRixFan ) I will be back on sometime this year! Peace out, Love you all!! xx


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P.S. My twitter girls, if you see this PLEASE PLEASE comment, I know it sounds desperate but seriously, it's only like reviewing a fanfiction right?! ;)




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