So last night was ICTDF for school and it was great :D *thumbs up* I was a bit stressed because of my ankle and that I didn't know what to do for the hip hop... But other then that it was heaps of fun!
We ended up coming 1st in the contemporary and hip hop sections (this is my squad only and no thanks to any of you) and the juniors came in second in the hip hop! I can't remember any of the other though haha!
That is all!
Friday, May 4, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Gone...
I cracked, finally.
When you are me, you let stuff build up over a certain amount of time and eventually one thing someone says sets you off and you crack. For me, I cry and swear (I know right). The swearing, usually comes before the crying.
Over the last few weeks things have been pilling up. Stress about the eisteddfod, knowing dances, school, not having my phone or twitter, bitches, insulting comments. They all build up. My friend, now names Bree, was telling me yesterday that I take things to heart, like little stupid things that aren't really even directed at me in particular. Like saying blondes are stupid, I am a blonde and even though that comment wasn't directed at me in general I was still hurt by it (apparently she could tell). Last night with my dance teacher didn't help. I felt like I was going to cry at everything she said to me. But today at school, this person I know, who I thought was nice, started saying that I was a bad person. Whether it was a joke or serious is beside the point because apparently either way I get hurt anyway. So I got angry at first and was like "I am leaving cause you are pissing me off". I got over to the ground my computer went spaz, and then I through it and cried. Yep. Thats how I work. Angry then cry. It's nuts!
GRRRRR!!!! I don't know what to do! I feel a bit better now, having cried it about a bit. But I am still on the brink of exploding. Well all I can do is wait to see what happens!
When you are me, you let stuff build up over a certain amount of time and eventually one thing someone says sets you off and you crack. For me, I cry and swear (I know right). The swearing, usually comes before the crying.
Over the last few weeks things have been pilling up. Stress about the eisteddfod, knowing dances, school, not having my phone or twitter, bitches, insulting comments. They all build up. My friend, now names Bree, was telling me yesterday that I take things to heart, like little stupid things that aren't really even directed at me in particular. Like saying blondes are stupid, I am a blonde and even though that comment wasn't directed at me in general I was still hurt by it (apparently she could tell). Last night with my dance teacher didn't help. I felt like I was going to cry at everything she said to me. But today at school, this person I know, who I thought was nice, started saying that I was a bad person. Whether it was a joke or serious is beside the point because apparently either way I get hurt anyway. So I got angry at first and was like "I am leaving cause you are pissing me off". I got over to the ground my computer went spaz, and then I through it and cried. Yep. Thats how I work. Angry then cry. It's nuts!
GRRRRR!!!! I don't know what to do! I feel a bit better now, having cried it about a bit. But I am still on the brink of exploding. Well all I can do is wait to see what happens!
Quizzes
Hey guys, I would really appreciate it if you guys would do my quizes! I would love it! They are Hunger Games quizzes and one about me (which I made just for my twitter people!) Thank you so much! <3
http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gCtdwTT/How-well-do-you-know-Katniss
http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gCcBxPJ/Hunger-Games-Trilogy-Quiz
and my one
http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gCvKrgg/How-well-do-you-know-me
GAH! THANK YOU! Tell Miccy! :D
http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gCtdwTT/How-well-do-you-know-Katniss
http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gCcBxPJ/Hunger-Games-Trilogy-Quiz
and my one
http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gCvKrgg/How-well-do-you-know-me
GAH! THANK YOU! Tell Miccy! :D
Dance Eisteddfod
Today is officially the first day of the ICTDF and I am nervous, to say the least. As I have said in my 1000 last posts I have hurt my ankle really badly. I have been stressing out about dancing at this eisteddfod for the last week and to make matters worse my stupid dance teacher blames me for hurting it! She seems to think that I did it on purpose just to annoy her or something! Does she even realize that I don't want to be hurt? ARGH! Last night was our last rehearsal for WP and I had to dance, or I would be kicked out. My teacher, Kristy (nice one) told me that I could just mark and everything so that I didn't do anymore damage and that I would be fine for the eisteddfod. But oh no! Thats not happening with Carlie! She got up me for everything that I didn't do full out... like getting all the way to the ground, doing a knee drop (over your toes), not doing tap steps cause I couldn't... It's just so irritating... and then to make even more worse she threatened to take me out of the eisteddfod 3 times! I can't freaking help it!
Anyway, I have a contemporary and hip hop dance for school tonight and I am nervous that I can't do it because I worked on my ankle last night. I am going to do it no matter what, I just don't want it to be worse!
I don't know what to do...
Wish me Luck :S
Anyway, I have a contemporary and hip hop dance for school tonight and I am nervous that I can't do it because I worked on my ankle last night. I am going to do it no matter what, I just don't want it to be worse!
I don't know what to do...
Wish me Luck :S
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Help!
Okay, I know I am not 'supposed' to talk to anyone, like a conversation or anything, but I really really need someone to talk to right now!
I think you would want to know what its about so here is the out line!
Last Friday, at youth group, we talked about gays and gay marriage and all! And as they are Christian they follow like EVERYTHING in the bible! And they especially follow the stuff about gays and how it says that they are wrong and sinners and whatever. They were having a LONG discussion about it while I was there (like 2 hours long) and I was dramatically offended by it all! It was so stupid how close minded and cold they all were about it! What surprised me most was one of my best friends, she is Christian, her Dad is the pastor but she never had a problem with any of it. What I found out on Friday is that she does and she agrees with it all! It just made me so upset and angry, which is strange because I am straight and it really shouldn't effect me that much, but I really need someone to talk to! So if anyone (Liana especially as I have talked to her about this before), but anyone, cant take a few minutes out of their stressful lives to talk to me, via comments, I would very muchly appreciate and love you forever (not that I don't ;)
Shauna xoxoxo
I think you would want to know what its about so here is the out line!
Last Friday, at youth group, we talked about gays and gay marriage and all! And as they are Christian they follow like EVERYTHING in the bible! And they especially follow the stuff about gays and how it says that they are wrong and sinners and whatever. They were having a LONG discussion about it while I was there (like 2 hours long) and I was dramatically offended by it all! It was so stupid how close minded and cold they all were about it! What surprised me most was one of my best friends, she is Christian, her Dad is the pastor but she never had a problem with any of it. What I found out on Friday is that she does and she agrees with it all! It just made me so upset and angry, which is strange because I am straight and it really shouldn't effect me that much, but I really need someone to talk to! So if anyone (Liana especially as I have talked to her about this before), but anyone, cant take a few minutes out of their stressful lives to talk to me, via comments, I would very muchly appreciate and love you forever (not that I don't ;)
Shauna xoxoxo
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
1st May
Don't you find it so amusing how I didn't mention that it was my little sisters birthday today?
Well, today, the 1st of May is my little sister, Ellas, birthday. She is now officially 9 and I really hop maturity comes with the age! Shes dreadful at the moment!
PICTURE TIME!!!
It was actually really sad because she didn't get any presents today because we don't have any money! How horrible is that?! Well, I bought her a chocolate and so did my other sister and we wrapped them up in paper from my school notebook and decorated it. That is how poor we are! No kidding! That hat is made out of the paper from my school book too and my highlighters! (the colours are awesome, might I say {GELPHIE}) It's just sad... I thought I would share that!!
Well, today, the 1st of May is my little sister, Ellas, birthday. She is now officially 9 and I really hop maturity comes with the age! Shes dreadful at the moment!
PICTURE TIME!!!
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| The hat I made her this morning! |
Birthday wishes welcome ;)
Game! Pick 5 TV shows you love before reading the question
Pick 5 TV Shows you like before reading the questions.
1. New Girl
2. Bones
3. The Big Bang Theory
4. Dance Moms
5. Glee
1. Who is your favorite character in 2?
Temperance Brennan, of course :D
2. Who is your least favorite character in 1?
2. Who is your least favorite character in 1?
D: is that even possible? Ummm... probably, if I HAD to choose, it would be...... Winston.
3. What’s your favorite episode of 4?
GAH! Stupid questions! But I would have to say the last episode of season 2... WOAH! It was so intense and crazy!
4. What is your favorite season of 5?
One, definitely.
5. What’s your favorite relationship in 3?
Ummm... Shelly and Amy! hehehhehe so cute and funny!
6. Who is your anti-relationship in 2?
Shooooooooottttt..... no one? Maybe Booth and Hannah! Because it wasn't Booth and Bones!
7. How long have you watched 1?
7. How long have you watched 1?
Since it started at the start of the year... hahaha
8. How did you become interested in 3?
8. How did you become interested in 3?
Actually, I don't know who it was exactly... maybe Bianca... on twitter introduced me to it and I feel in love with Shelly and had to keep watching and watching and watching! Its amazing!
9. Who is your favorite actor in 4?
Well, considering they aren't really acting because it's a reality show... but Chloe and Christi are my favourites!
10. Which show do you prefer 1, 2, or 5?
10. Which show do you prefer 1, 2, or 5?
I would have to say 2.
11. Which show have you seen more episodes of 1 or 3?
3, as New Girl has only just started!
12. If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?
All of the little girls! They are such amazingly crazy dancers! GAH!
13. How would you kill off your favorite character in 5?
Quinn! I was hoping she died in the car crash... But NO! she freaking didn't!
14. Would a 3/4 crossover work?
Bahahahahahahahahahaha..... no.
15. Pair two characters in 1 that would make an unlikely, but a good couple.
Jess and Schmidt! *shivers* it would be a hilarious relationship though!
16. Overall, which show has the better cast, 3 or 5?
SHYT! I do not know! I think I would have to go with BBT! No kidding!
SHYT! I do not know! I think I would have to go with BBT! No kidding!
17. Which has the better soundtrack, 2 or 4?
DANCE MOMS! AHAHAHAHAHAH! :D
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