Today is officially the first day of the ICTDF and I am nervous, to say the least. As I have said in my 1000 last posts I have hurt my ankle really badly. I have been stressing out about dancing at this eisteddfod for the last week and to make matters worse my stupid dance teacher blames me for hurting it! She seems to think that I did it on purpose just to annoy her or something! Does she even realize that I don't want to be hurt? ARGH! Last night was our last rehearsal for WP and I had to dance, or I would be kicked out. My teacher, Kristy (nice one) told me that I could just mark and everything so that I didn't do anymore damage and that I would be fine for the eisteddfod. But oh no! Thats not happening with Carlie! She got up me for everything that I didn't do full out... like getting all the way to the ground, doing a knee drop (over your toes), not doing tap steps cause I couldn't... It's just so irritating... and then to make even more worse she threatened to take me out of the eisteddfod 3 times! I can't freaking help it!
Anyway, I have a contemporary and hip hop dance for school tonight and I am nervous that I can't do it because I worked on my ankle last night. I am going to do it no matter what, I just don't want it to be worse!
I don't know what to do...
Wish me Luck :S
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