Twitter

Hey guys...

Today marks the 272nd day that I have been off twitter/not had a phone for.

272 days is a very long time, as most of you would know! I just wanted to let you all know, as in all of my twitter girls, that I haven't forgotten you. You all mean so much to me, even now and really the only thing that keeps me going is the hope of talking to you on twitter again.

So to Liana, Micheala, Carlie, Kelly, Bianca, Hollie, Julia, Jessie Jess McJessness, Krystal, Lou, Kimmy etc... you all have not been forgotten, I still remember talking to you, sharing virtual laughs and hugs and I will always remember. You guys have given me something that no one else has ever given me, understanding and endless support. You are all amazing, never forget it, I hope to speak to you again in the future and hope that you too have never forgotten the times we have shared over twitter.

I love you all so much and hope each and every one of you is doing well in your lives.

Liana - I hope finishing school forever is going to be fun for you! Remember you can do whatever you like in the future, be a doctor or nurse, even a waitress and all the people in your life will still love you.

Micheala - I also hope you have had fun finishing school! Glad to be out? I cried when my year 12's left. Remember Miccy, always have the same fun happy personality and you will get far honey!

Carlie - I hope you are having fun teaching out in the middle of no where!! Haha, it's almost holidays! :P

Bianca - CONGRATULATIONS on finishing your course ages ago. You will be an amazing teacher, those kids will be lucky to have you <3

IT'S ME!

Wow... it hasn't been long enough that I haven't been on this sight. So you all have a few things to catch up on.

1. I recently (as in nearly 4 months ago) got a job at Kmart, which is very exciting as this was my first real job EVER. I work in apparel (clothes) which is my dream job.

2. I also got my Learners so I am now driving around like a hoon (not really) on my towns streets.

3. I also have written my first Hunger Games fanfiction. That I am very happy with. Go read it, it's on Wattpad (my username: Evil_Regal)

4. I have a new obsession. Yes another one or two ;). Once Upon A Time the TV show, and especially Regina Mills/Evil Queen/Lana Parrilla/The sexiest lady in the world. It is an amazing show with an amazing cast and amazing story!! The other is the TV show Smash, not because it has Megan Hilty in it, although this is a high contributing factor, but because it is an amazing show in general. My favourte character from that show is Julia, because she is just so cool and I love her attitude towards everyone (especially Ellis).

5.I also found out watching this series that I have been traumatized by Angelica Huston. You may ask why this is. I am terrified of her because she is the Grand High Witch of the movie based on a Roald Dahl book, The Witches. The Witches was the only movie in my childhood that scared me and her character petrified me.(next to Chiddy Chiddy Bang Bang's the kid catcher.). Even in Smash I cannot stand to look at her because she just reminds me over and over of the Grand High Witch and her evil sceams to change the worlds children into mice. I can't deal with it.

That is the main important jazz that has happened in my life over the last 6 months or so. I was looking at one of my dear friends blogs on here and saw she had a list of 50 things she want's to do before she dies and I have decided (in no particular order) to do this also. So here is my list.

50 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE (tragically)

1.     Meet Liana.
2.     Meet the rest of my twitter peoples (Bianca, Micheala, Carlie, Kelly, Julia, Holly etc etc)
3.     See Legally Blonde the musical with Lucy Durack as Elle
4.     See Wicked on Broadway
5.     Go to New York
6.     Go to London
7.     Get GCB relaunched
8.     Star in a movie or TV series
9.     Publish a book
10.   Get honors in a Jazz exam
11.   Get married
12.   Have children
13.   Adopt a child
14.   Go to Disney Land
15.   Sky dive
16.   Become a midwife/neo-natal nurse
17.   Own a horse
18.   Successfully complete NaNoWriMo without dying
19.   Make Swan Queen canon! <3
20.   See Delta Goodrem in concert
21.   See Katy Perry in concert
22.   Meet Katy Perry
23.   Meet Lana Parrilla (hug her and never let go)
24.   Meet Jennifer Morrison
25.   Get Twitter back
26.   Fall in love
27.   Change someone's life for the better
28.   Have a secret affair with someone British (or Swedish)
29.   Dance on Broadway
30.   Cameo in a film
31.   Successfully produce my own short film
32.   Make my drama teacher proud
33.   Kill my ex-friend (not really but I seriously am about to)
34.   Hug the Scream dude...
35.   Buy the Sims 4
36.   GO  behind the scenes of Wicked
37.   Break  a bone (Yes, I  stole this from you,  but I have never broken a bone and think it will  be a strange experience)
38.   Get an A in Biology
39.   Debate gay/lesbian rights to homophobes
40.   Kiss someone...
41.   Sponsor a child in a 3rd world country
42.   Volunteer overseas in a 3rd world country
43.   Get on Big Brother
44.   Get on the Amazing Race
45.   Write a lengthy passionate letter to the one person who has inspired me the most in my life. (I might start on that right now actually)
46.   Learn how to be a real Ninja Master... this I shall do with Micheala.
47.   Name my daughter Emaurie
48.   Name one of my daughters Alaya Liana Rose
49.   Have dinner with Lana Parrilla where I can stare at her gorgeous face for the whole course of the dinner
50.   Own a Rainbow Unicorn
51.   EAT ICE-CREAM UNTIL I DIE!

Lana Parrilla

Lana Parrilla as the Evil  Queen/Regina Mills in Once Upon A Time

Love you all!! :) <3 xoxo

~Shauna, I now go by Shaunsie! <3

Shauna's Aliases

Shauna's Aliases

Your movie star name: Ice Cream Leslie

Your fashion designer name is Shauna LONDON!

Your socialite name is Sho Bo New York

Your fly girl / guy name is S Bai

Your detective name is Dolphin Claver

Your barfly name is Crackers None

Your soap opera name is Catherina Maria Ivanhoe

Your rock star name is Fairy Floss Cheetah

Your Star Wars name is Shaluc Baical

Your punk rock band name is The Confused Saucer

Your Roman name is Aula Numicius Labeo

Your hippie name is Dakota

Your 80's name is Samantha Amber

Your middle name means Creative and Artist

Your international spy name is Honey Goldfinger

Your Canadian name is Charlie Sarah Smith

Your goth name is Calamity Dystopia

Your biblical name is Yaffa Asenette

Your hillbilly name is Bobbie Jean Western

Your southern name is Augusta Daisy

Your elf name is Spicy McFluffy

Your Japanese name is Suma Nanba

Your vampire name is Angelique the Cannibal

Your 1920's name is Mercedes Celestine

Your Dutch name is Skylar Marysa Esselinkpas (this is funny cause my mother is Dutch)

Your celebrity baby name is Melody Love

Your mafia name is Ella "the boss" Porrello (Ella is my sisters name)

Your true loves name is Alexander P.

Your outrageous name is Sharon Needles

Your evil name is Desdemona Aiyana

Your rockstar name is Brooklyne Stardust

Your winter name is Garnet Imani

Your monster name is Psychotic Goblin

Your pimp name is Nurse Shagswell

Random thoughts...

Does anyone ever get that moment when you realize that someone means a lot to you?

I had that moment just a moment ago, I was reading one of my friends posts on this website and all of a sudden I realized that I don't like whats happening to her, I don't like how she feels. I also had a moment of realization where I thought to myself "What would I do if she was gone?" Now that may be a bit far fetched but these things you don't choose to think or feel. I can tell you now that it is horrible. I don't think that I would be able to cope. Just thinking about it my heart literally is burning. I think this person, if she is reading this, may think that I am a crazy stalker (which I am) but I am not. I promise, in real life I am not a crazy stalker person!

Anyways, does anyone every get that feeling?

Page veiws

Well this is strange... but I just had the urge to ask everyone how many pageveiws they have!

You know when you go onto your blogger dashboard right?! Right. Well in your over view it should have your total page views EVER! I would love to know how many you have!

Weird, I know, but please answer.... :)

I have 897 right now!! :D Almost 900!! :D

Thanks guys! xoxo

When life gives you lemons...

We have all heard the quote "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade" right? But how many people actually do?

Such a famous quote with the simple meaning of when life is sour or difficult, turn it around and make it into something better or sweeter.

There is many a time when I actually carry out the "make lemonade" part. I simply sit and whine or complain about the lemons life gave me. No once have I ever turned around and tried to make something good out of something bad that has happened.

Example: when I lost twitter. 90 days ago. That was clearly a lemon that was thrown at me so hard that I came crumbling down. Now according to the quote above, I could turn this event around and make something good from it. What good can come out of something being taken, that means so much to you? My parents were trying to make me concentrate on school. I guess I could have turned that around and tried hard in school to get good grades (not that I haven't, or wasn't already doing that) therefor resulting in a new phone. What else could I get out of this?!

Example 2: On Friday my school competed at Brisbane eisteddfod. Now we are renowned for winning all our hip hops at EVERY eisteddfod. But this time we didn't even place! There were 7 places given. 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, Very Highly Commended, Highly Commended and a wild card. We didn't place! Half our seniors (Year 12's) were distraught and were crying. All of us were distraught. How can we turn this lemon into lemonade? We will do better next time? We have already won all the other.... I don't know. It just doesn't work!

If anyone has any stories or advice to do with this, or just in general feel free to share in comments.

More Dancing stuff!!

This Friday/tomorrow I will be getting up early (even though it is a public holiday for me) and heading to school to get on a bus for a 30 minute drive to St Lawrence's College for Brisbane dance eisteddfod!! :( How crappy is that?! VERY!!! Grrrrrr.....

So yes, I have ANOTHER dance eisteddfod this week! Which should be interesting! This eisteddfod is one of the biggest ones that is possible for school! I mean we have a contemporary section split up into three different ones consisting of at least 20 dances! It's crazy!

Anyway! If anyone is in Brisbane near St Lawrences come and watch the eisteddfod!! It's $10 entry for a session and all the schools are really good!!! :)

Wish me luck! ;)

Never Give Up

This poem is for anyone who is having a tough time this year. Whether you are in Year 12, busy with study/exams or just that you feel like giving up. Always remember that you should never give up on yourself. Believe in your self and you will do great things!

Never Give Up On You

When life gets rough and the road is long
And it seems there is no light
When the dreams you had somehow seem lost
Remember to never give up the fight
When you look in the mirror and see a stranger take a closer look inside
Come out of the shadows and out of the darkness
There is no need to run and hide
Never give up on you
Never forget who you are
Always remember wherever you go
You’ll find that shining star
When you think about the life that you once had
A memory of the way things used to be
Remember that the things that were taken away
Are not the things that will set you free
Remember that you have the power within yourself
And a will that can never be broken
You will survive and grow stronger
This much I know for the angels in Heaven have spoken
Never give up on you
Never forget who you are
Always remember wherever you go
You’ll find that shining star
When you thought the path you chose
Would lead to you to where you want to go
Remember that sometimes the path must be changed
In order for you to grow
When you thought your life had no meaning
Remember that we all have our own special gifts
Look deep inside yourself and sometimes you’ll find
Those things you might have missed
Never give up on you
Never forget who you are
Always remember wherever you go
You’ll find that shining star
We all have the power to change our lives
We’re all born with greatness inside
Don’t let your fears hold you back from dreams
And don’t ever feel you have to hide
Climb that rainbow and reach for the stars
And find your shining light
Remember you’ll survive whatever life brings
And your spirit will shine so bright
Never give up on you
Never forget who you are
Always remember wherever you go
You’ll find that shining star

My life is complete!

My life is now complete!

A FREAKING STRETCH BUGGIE!!! :D









Some random ones!






Stretch "not so mini" cooper!







Hummers!!!







The longest car in the world!!





Can anyone guess which one I am having at my wedding?! And who wants to come ;)

Another little thing y'all can do for me!

http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gFSkFo5/I-need-help-with-the-characters-for-the-story-Im-writing-about-a-fanfic-version-of-the-Hunger-Games

:) THANK YOU! PLEASE TELL JULIA!!! She loves Hunger Games!!! xoxoxo

Follow Time!!

http://lildreamer0001.blogspot.com.au/

Go my pretty's!! :D Love you all!! xoxoxo

Monday...

Today is Monday... I think all of you already know that (except for the Americans of you, because it's Sunday {*cough* weirdos *cough*}) I really have absolutely nothing to say. Nothing interesting has happened over the last few days.

SO, I just thought I would say hi! So HI GUYS!!!!!! I love you all :) xoxoxoxo

Funny Pic Quotes

Just thought I would share a few quote thing pictures because my "friend" is still ignoring me and I can't be fudged doing anything else! :)

My random French moment.

Je vous aimerai toujours! Pour toute ma famille twitter belle! Les gars, vous dire tout pour moi! J'espère que vous allez tous bien et ont une durée de vie superbement étonnant. Liana, Je t'aime tellement et j'espère que vous et vos parents ont commencé à recevoir sur une meilleure qu'avant. Micheala, j'espère que vous êtes à la recherche de vous-même et d'essayer vraiment dur à l'école. Vicki, j'espère que vous avez trouvé toutes les qualités que vous voulez et d'être aussi réussie à l'école que vous avez voulu être. Carlie, j'espère que vous avez un temps merveilleux dans «le milieu de nulle part" l'enseignement. Kelly, je l'espère vous avoir un temps merveilleux de voir la musique et ne pas avoir assez d'argent pour me procurer un programme de Wicked;) Jess, j'espère que vous êtes toujours à la recherche après ma licorne bambin! Hollie, j'espère que vous appréciez votre première année en senior à l'école, je sais que je ne suis pas. Julia, j'espère que vous rencontrez un temps incroyable d'être américaine et ayant des droits;) Je t'aime tous tellement, et vraiment ne me demandez pas pourquoi j'ai décidé d'écrire ce surtout en français. Parce que je ne me connais effectivement! <3 xoxox

P.S it really doesn't translate back to English properly! hahaha

Kristy (dream)

On Tuesday night I had such a horrible dream, of you could call it that, it would probably transfer to nightmare. Anyway, for all of you who don't know who Kristy is here is a little bit of info. Kristy is my dance teacher/friend at my dance studio. She is studying to be a dance teacher as well as a high school teacher. She is really smart (Maths C capable) and is a tutor too. I have known Kristy for something of 6 years now and she has become a very special part of my life. You know how we all say, "oh, such and such is our role model, I want to be just like them! They are amazing! etc" well Kristy is my "real life" role model and probably my only true one! She is a real inspiration to all of us at dancing because she is hardworking, passionate and kind. Unlike my other dance teacher, Kristy doesn't always take the "do this our I will kill you" approach she more takes on "You girls can do this, I believe in you" approach.

My dream was that Kristy died. Yep, horrible right?! Her mum came into dancing on a Wednesday night and was like "Kristy is dead" and everyone was crying. It was horrible, but you know what else?! I didn't. Now mind you, this dream was set in about a week or two's time! Her funeral was one of those open casket ones, where you say your last good byes and whatever. Everyone from my studio, people from school and her family were all their and not one person wasn't crying, except for me. About a week later it was the IDF and we had to perform a 20 and under dance, Ain't no sunshine, which Kristy was in (front center) and we didn't pattern her out. It was a very emotional performance for all of us. But it was especially for me because, if you know the song the first line is, "Ain't no sunshine when shes gone" and we all ended up crying and everything. We also got first place because of the emotion conveyed.

Thats where the dream ended. I think it was one of the most horrible, most depressing dreams I have ever had. Kristy is like my family, she is always their for you and doesn't judge you (that much). Then last night I had dancing with Kristy and every time I looked at her I almost cried and I was like "please don't die". I was in that state for 3 hours. To make it worse she kept talking to me and helping me out with everything which made me even more upset, because only Kristy really cares about helping me! GAH! I am seriously on the verge of tears right now! But I can't cry cause I am at school and thats not allowed!

So I am going to go now because I feel horrible, am about to cry and really don't want to keep thinking about such an amazing person dying!

I love you Kristy! Not in a weird way, in a sister way! You will always hold a special place in my heart!

Shauna xoxo <3 :'(

So tonight (8th May 2012) I managed to get a quick glimpse at a certain website! By complete accident of course! But never the less I saw it and I managed to cry for about 10 minutes before I had to sing For Good to myself, alone in my room! I found out the my beautiful wifey , Vicki, is still using this amazing site and actually asked about me! That set me off in its self! I was so shocked, amazed and honored that all of you guys, especially the ones who don't follow this blog, are still wanting to know what's happening! And that you actually haven't forgotten me! It's an amazing feeling to know you have people in your life, whether it be virtually or not, that care about you that much! So I would like to dedicate this message to Vicki, my beautiful wifey!

 Hey Vic's! *waves* I miss you do much! No kidding! I missed you before I lost twitter because you were never there, but now it's worse because I know you are there and I am not! I really hope you are having a great year and doing amazingly in grade (you know what)! I know you will be amazing anyway so I don't really need to wish you that much luck! I hope your life is turning out amazing and everyone is treating you well! I wish I could talk to you everyday like we used to! I wish we could RP with Miccy, every night, like we used! I just wish we could turn back the clock and go back to the start of last year when we didn't have to worry about school, our parents, staying up late, anything really! And we could just have fun talking and Rping! Which I hope you are still doing! You better be taking care of my beautiful Miccy to Miss Vic's! She's still like a little cute innocent puppy and we need to watch her and make sure she knows where she is going! ;) anyway, I hope you have an amazing day tomorrow, practically for however long until I get twitter back! I love you so much! Thank you for remembering me! I love you! I miss you! Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3 Shauna xx :)

 I would also like to make a shout out to Kesi, Jess, Hollie, Sammy, Kim, Amy, Jen and Charm! I miss you all so much and cannot wait to talk to you all again!!! Also a big thank you to Liana who seems to bbe answering everyone's questions about me! So thank you baby! I love you heaps! And of course to my amazing, supportive, beautiful twitter fam (that were not included in the list above) Bianca, Micheala, Kelly, Carlie, Julia, Vicki and Liana! I love you all so so so much and thank you for being so amazingly supportive through all of this! You guys are the best! I miss you! Shauna xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

P.S who wants to tell everyone about this post?! I will love you all forever! Liana?! Bianca?! Carlie?!

 P.P.S guys... Please comment! If you have an account or not! It doesn't matter! I just want to here from you! To see how everything is going! I don't mind! Just please comment! Even if it's a smiley! Love you all!!!! Xoxo

Jemma Rix

I go on youtube for the first time in ages and Carlie has commented on this video of Jemma Rix singing Over The Rainbow and I decided to watch it!! Over the last few months I haven't been listening to anything but One Direction and Legally Blonde the musical! To hear Jemms voice again was just amazing! There are no words to describe her voice!!

Wicked Quiz

Please take my Wicked quiz! Please guys I will love you forever!<3

http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gEdENJD/Wicked-the-musical-Quiz

The survey:

http://www.quibblo.com/quiz/gEdQXIr/Wicked-Team-Fiyeraba-Team-Gelphie

Thank you guys xoxoxoxoxo <3

Dance Eisteddfod :(

That was an eventful weekend....

I am dead! Completely and utterly dead!

After school on Friday me and Bree caught the train into somewhere *evil giggle* and went to ICTDF. We ended up watching our sisters dance 3 times, which was great, they are PRETTY good :D Then I decided I wanted to go on Saturday as well! I missed one dance because I didn't wake up early enough! I was there from about 10am to 10pm. It went crazily late but t was fun!! I got to look after Bree's baby brother beau whom I love very very much.

Sunday rolled around and that meant it was my dancing! It was awesome! We only had 15 and unders which was... thank OZ! So I had 5 dances. We arrived at 7.30ish and would arrive home after everything at about 9.30pm. We actually got a mention with our street tap, Jump n Move, we got Highly Commended. Which is alright considering that there was only 2 HC and a 1st given out.

Yesterday was 20's, which I am in too! So I had 6 dances. I ended up smashing my knee in Pacman (contemporary) and it kills to walk or to even put pressure on it. We didn't get any places or anything yesterday. Which was sad, although our acro group got 3rd! Which was VERY exciting for all of us!

The adjudicator was such a loser! She had no idea about Hip Hope, Tap or contemporary to judge them properly! I mean the tap that won our section were doing hit springs and really strong arms and they WON!! It's crazy I say! The people who placed in our Hip Hop section weren't any better, they were doing jazz with some popping and they won! Ours was actually hip hop! She has no idea about modern dancing. She is old, which probably means that she is old school.... GAH! Oh well! We can only do better next time and hope for the best!

Moral: I am dead! SO completely dead! My muscles are hurting, my bruises are killing. My knee hurts so much, my head aches and I am getting a cold. The adjudicator is a loser, we have improved and I can't wait for next eisteddfod.

 I would have written more but I really am not in the head space to be thinking about what to write so much right now!

I LOVE YOU ALL!! xx

P.S leave comments and I will be your friend ;D

Eisteddfod Results

So last night was ICTDF for school and it was great :D *thumbs up* I was a bit stressed because of my ankle and that I didn't know what to do for the hip hop... But other then that it was heaps of fun!

We ended up coming 1st in the contemporary and hip hop sections (this is my squad only and no thanks to any of you) and the juniors came in second in the hip hop! I can't remember any of the other though haha!

That is all!

Gone...

I cracked, finally.

When you are me, you let stuff build up over a certain amount of time and eventually one thing someone says sets you off and you crack. For me, I cry and swear (I know right). The swearing, usually comes before the crying.

Over the last few weeks things have been pilling up. Stress about the eisteddfod, knowing dances, school, not having my phone or twitter, bitches, insulting comments. They all build up. My friend, now names Bree, was telling me yesterday that I take things to heart, like little stupid things that aren't really even directed at me in particular. Like saying blondes are stupid, I am a blonde and even though that comment wasn't directed at me in general I was still hurt by it (apparently she could tell). Last night with my dance teacher didn't help. I felt like I was going to cry at everything she said to me. But today at school, this person I know, who I thought was nice, started saying that I was a bad person. Whether it was a joke or serious is beside the point because apparently either way I get hurt anyway. So I got angry at first and was like "I am leaving cause you are pissing me off". I got over to the ground my computer went spaz, and then I through it and cried. Yep. Thats how I work. Angry then cry. It's nuts!

GRRRRR!!!! I don't know what to do! I feel a bit better now, having cried it about a bit. But I am still on the brink of exploding. Well all I can do is wait to see what happens!