Kristy (dream)

On Tuesday night I had such a horrible dream, of you could call it that, it would probably transfer to nightmare. Anyway, for all of you who don't know who Kristy is here is a little bit of info. Kristy is my dance teacher/friend at my dance studio. She is studying to be a dance teacher as well as a high school teacher. She is really smart (Maths C capable) and is a tutor too. I have known Kristy for something of 6 years now and she has become a very special part of my life. You know how we all say, "oh, such and such is our role model, I want to be just like them! They are amazing! etc" well Kristy is my "real life" role model and probably my only true one! She is a real inspiration to all of us at dancing because she is hardworking, passionate and kind. Unlike my other dance teacher, Kristy doesn't always take the "do this our I will kill you" approach she more takes on "You girls can do this, I believe in you" approach.

My dream was that Kristy died. Yep, horrible right?! Her mum came into dancing on a Wednesday night and was like "Kristy is dead" and everyone was crying. It was horrible, but you know what else?! I didn't. Now mind you, this dream was set in about a week or two's time! Her funeral was one of those open casket ones, where you say your last good byes and whatever. Everyone from my studio, people from school and her family were all their and not one person wasn't crying, except for me. About a week later it was the IDF and we had to perform a 20 and under dance, Ain't no sunshine, which Kristy was in (front center) and we didn't pattern her out. It was a very emotional performance for all of us. But it was especially for me because, if you know the song the first line is, "Ain't no sunshine when shes gone" and we all ended up crying and everything. We also got first place because of the emotion conveyed.

Thats where the dream ended. I think it was one of the most horrible, most depressing dreams I have ever had. Kristy is like my family, she is always their for you and doesn't judge you (that much). Then last night I had dancing with Kristy and every time I looked at her I almost cried and I was like "please don't die". I was in that state for 3 hours. To make it worse she kept talking to me and helping me out with everything which made me even more upset, because only Kristy really cares about helping me! GAH! I am seriously on the verge of tears right now! But I can't cry cause I am at school and thats not allowed!

So I am going to go now because I feel horrible, am about to cry and really don't want to keep thinking about such an amazing person dying!

I love you Kristy! Not in a weird way, in a sister way! You will always hold a special place in my heart!

Shauna xoxo <3 :'(